Thursday, November 09, 2006

Surreal

So surreal how my high school-life ends forever in 2 days.
Surreal how exam's in 2 weeks, the one that matters, and yet i haven't gotten serious,
Surreal how i've prided myself in giving my all, yet feel no compulsion to do so now,
Surreal how i'll be back in under 2 months..among friends, among loved ones.
Surreal how what i do now will determine, in about 4 months, whether i was a disappointment and a mistake, or whether i turned out alright after all.
Most surreal how the one i want to see is you, but i don't know what i'll do then.

Life? i'm just floating along..and it all seems so..surreal.
"I never asked to be given the life i was given, but it was given nonetheless..and with it, I will do my best"- R.I.P. Mr Ecko

8 comments:

Bernice said...

hmm... I'm curious to know who the elusive "you" is referring to!

ia3 said...

Lol, no comment. You know, literary device..it didnt seem complete w/o it eh? ;)

Bernice said...

oh literary device bullshit!!!

You are such a liar and you know it. I'm dissapointed in you.

ia3 said...

Awww..i feel so horrible that i've let u down..=p

Bernice said...

You should be. Our friendship might just never recover from this betrayal.

ia3 said...

Lol, that sounded like a threat..I'm so scared..Mommy!! XD

Me-shel Leslie said...

u coming back. FCUK. I owe u starbucks.

ia3 said...

Yes, i'm coming back, but not yet tho..exams first..Must..kick..ass......