Despondency

I'm drifting and I really need a purpose.

I need a goal, I need someone to impress, I need someone or something to chase! I feel like I'm walking in circles in the dark, feeling my way blindly for something to hold on to, or something that will hold on to me.

Need to start a new project, need to learn new things and remind myself I am good at things, and that I have and can achieve things. Need some fire, need some passion, need some obsessions.

I need a reason to wake up in the morning. I wish that reason was you.