Life, is a freaking bloody cycle. Especially SCHOOL life. Go to school, come back from school, eat dinner, go to bed. Wake up, go to school, come back from school, eat dinner, bed. Suddenly, Exams.
Yup, finals are here, or mocks..different words, same thing. Thing is, I think i've been physically and mentally burned out by exams. Taken too many in this lifetime to last me another 2, hehe. So yeah, gone are the days when i used to be really anxious and stuff before exams. Nowadays, it's more like.."Oh, exams? OK..Faster finish la can or not?!"
I honestly dunno if i should really worry eh. One thing, I may sound complacent, but these exams dont really count for much 'cept my school report, which dont actually get looked at for university entrance. I still wanna do well, wanna prove myself and all, but yeah, i dunno why, i don't really feel all that motivated, or any urgency, if u will, to really study hard out. I am studying, but more of a laid back approach of study 45 mins, rest 20 mins..that kinda thing ya know?
Honestly, i think, as Malaysians, as Asians, we've been subjected to too many gruelling exams, and that has caused me to totally overlook exams as something so normal and commonplace, nothing to worry about.
The bottomline: I really should get studying, but i really dont wanna..Haih.
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